[Tuesday, December 15th, 2009 at 2:07am] twelve_o_three i feel silly most days when i wake up. i do too much coke. i'ma hot mess too OH && check thisss, yo read(1!!) ♥post

A weekend home [Sunday, December 13th, 2009 at 11:30pm] ______emilyanne Saturday I went shopping with Amanda and began the process of Christmas shopping. We had delicious mexican lunch with fellow diners and I threatened to steal Jays cats. I accidentally bought myself some sassy leather gloves, a cute hat, and a sweet hoodie that is super thick and warm. At home my mom and sister prepared for their parties and I ended up sleeping. Aaron and I did some more shopping Saturday night. I also accidentally bought myself a new cover for my phone. Today I got in my mom's huge bed and we watched part of the Sunday Morning Show and played with the cats. I cleaned out my car finally and vacuumed it out. My mom, sister and I put up the gigantic tree outside and mom made me blue crabs for lunch. We shopped all day long and had sushi at Thai Thai. We came home and listened to the Rudolph sound track and made Christmas cookies. Mom got me Rudolph so I can take it to NC and watch it in the cabin. She also got me a dress I'll wear for New Years, a shirt and lots of panties that I'll get for Christmas. I'm going to get her some more panties for Christmas and she said she wanted a digital thermometer so I'll go ahead and order that for her birthday. I got my dad a picture frame with a shot of me and my sister and Richard some CDs. Melissa wasn't too hard this year and I accidentally spent a fortune on Aaron. We weren't supposed to buy gifts since we're going to NC, but he started it and I had to jump on the bandwagon. The air is on and it's too cold. I have to open the office tomorrow and Tuesday. Aaron and I are supposed to go to Hamburger Mary's Tuesday night with some friends from one of my school groups. Wednesday we leave for NC. read(3!!) ♥post

When did Christmas stop feeling like Christmas? [Saturday, December 12th, 2009 at 8:38pm] ______emilyanne I used to get the most magical feelings around Christmas time and I loved it so much. This year I got a tree and decked it out and I don't feel anything. I didn't even put up 90% of my Christmas window clings. It's like Christmas has lost it's magical appeal over the last few years and I'd like to know where the heck it went. Tomorrow I'm supposed to help my mom but up the gigantic tree they bought outside and help decorate it. We're also going to bake Christmas cookies if we don't run out of time. Hopefully that will put me in the Christmas spirit. Aaron and I leave for North Carolina on Wednesday. The forecast keeps changing so now it is supposed to snow the day we check out. Hopefully it snows before that or we may just have to rent a hotel for a night so we can enjoy the snow. I'm excited to see the Smokey Mountains, to do some hiking, to stay in a cabin and wear all of my clothes. I bought a thick hoodie today, some sassy leather gloves and a cute hat. I want to try to finish my scarf on the way up there so I can wear it. I'm going to look like a rainbow since everything I have is a different color, but it won't matter. Over this break I shall: - sell/buy books - put my pictures from Colorado and NC up - CLEAN THE CARPET - relax Cara Cara oranges are in stores and Aaron and I are going to do more Christmas shopping. "Hunny, why is there a pine tree in our living room?" "I LIKE IT! We're gonna decorate it... for Jesus!" post

QUICK UPDATE [Thursday, December 10th, 2009 at 11:56pm] muhlyssa 7 MONTHS SOBER! 7 MONTHS SOBER!! Every single day is a struggle for me but I'm doing it! I'm looking forward, never looking back. Never letting my addiction get the best of me. I will always be an addict no matter how long I am clean BUT I am blessed with the support from everyone around me. SOBRIETY<3 post

UGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH [Thursday, December 10th, 2015 at 10:20pm] ___brianalolz [ mood | cynical ] I wish that people understood just how absurd my mother really is. I thought that leaving the country would give me some form of escape but it just is never going to happen. She types on the internet in mostly all capitals with no punctuation. She obsessively messages and comments me. When she actually pins me down to a skype call or some sort of IM session she rambles on about herself, mostly bragging about stupid crap that I could not care less about. I go along with it, having learned that just nodding my head is much easier than explaining to her why she is stupid. She constantly annoys and plagues me. She dumped me on my dad's doorstep seven years ago, a move my father told me she had been planning since I was two years old. She gets pleasure out of landing any insult upon me that she can. She hates me for being smart and young and isn't very scared to hide it. She essentially dared me to come here, dangling a one way plane ticket in my face and telling me I could call her when I was ready to come home. Now that she has realized that I am quite comfortable here and am not coming home, she has of course started to force me to do just that. She has thrown all sorts of scary laws and facts in my face, and has lowered herself to insulting everything about me in an attempt to get her way. Today I was told that I am getting fat here, that I HAVE to come home in January and Christian can come visit me in April (we can see each other every three months and that's enough, in her opinion), that my lack of educational opportunities is my own fault because I don't work hard. Much of her argument for that was that when I recieved my financial aid money (a staggering 700 dollars) I spent it on a tattoo and coming to Germany. Now, the real irony in the situation, aside from the fact that she is the one that told me to come here and gave me no money to do so, is that she had 18 years to save for my education and managed to blow literally MILLIONS OF DOLLARS, along with a lifetime of child support checks, on nothing. Since age ten she has given me probably 300 dollars total. Why do I even continue to let this woman have any interaction in my life? I just don't know. read(1!!) ♥post

[Wednesday, December 9th, 2009 at 7:47pm] twelve_o_three the boy is sleeping, softly snoring, and i am slowly falling back in love... what is going on? post

Uh oh [Wednesday, December 9th, 2015 at 4:42pm] ___brianalolz [ mood | anxious ] I just read up on immigration laws and it's starting to get hot in this room. So many regulations and papers and tests and laws and forms. Can't I just live here and be a ghost with no permit? Please, Germany? post

sugar, even odd smiles are in this season [Saturday, December 5th, 2009 at 11:42pm] twelve_o_three The graphics card on my macbook pro "died" yesterday and it scared the fuck out of me. First snow of the season. So cold and quiet, I could just die... ( From earlier... ) post

ART SALE! COME ONE COME ALL!! [Monday, December 14th, 2009 at 8:22pm] illgetmerope Hello all my friends, I am putting together an art sale of every piece I currently have in my possession because I am po' and Christmas is very soon, and will make me broke (as it does every year) and I would like to eat in January :) So, I set up a PayPal, and I am going to post my pieces that are available here, and link back to this entry, and people can make bids for pieces underneath the comment thread for each piece. My minimum bid per piece is usually $30 (since I have to pay for shipping and envelopes), and I will close bids on January 2nd. All pieces can be viewed larger at my deviant art by clicking on the sample. So, without further ado, the list by category: ( Torchwood ) ( Eddie Izzard ) ( Simon Pegg, Hot Fuzz, and Nick Frost ) ( Boondock Saints ) ( Other Celebrities: Stephen Fry and Callum Keith Rennie ) read(46!!) ♥post

More Boondock Saints Art [Friday, December 4th, 2009 at 10:24pm] illgetmerope Oy, when I start drawing in a fandom, I just don't stop. Ok. Connor this time, :) Click for bigger, it's better bigger. Connor McManus by ~illgetmerope on deviantART post

: ( [Thursday, December 3rd, 2015 at 10:42pm] ___brianalolz [ mood | scared ] I went to the store for diet coke and ended up molested. I was getting money from the ATM outside of my corner store when a man came up to me and started speaking in German. I told him I didn't speak German and had to go inside of the store. When I came out he was lurking about and started to follow me home. During the walk he grabbed my butt a few times and I yelled, "NEINE, DANKE!" Apparently he didn't get the picture because he pulled 20 euros out of his pocket and kissed me full on the mouth. I started to borderline run at that point, not too worried because I was only steps from my apartment. He stood behind me while I tried to open the door grabbing me and right before I started to cry an African man came up and asked me if I needed help. I told him the man wouldn't leave me alone so he punched him out and started to call the police. The scary man ran away and I told him not to bother with the police (I left out the fact that I am an illegal immigrant). It is seriously a scary world out there. read(2!!) ♥post

[Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 at 7:18pm] twelve_o_three [ music | Brand New - Jude Law and a Semester Abroad ] Wahwahwahhhh I did a lot of cocaine this morning fo' free! fo' free! I thought I was dreaming when I was offered. Went to Boston on an apartment hunt today too. Found this SICK ASS apartment on Commonwealth ave, $1645. $145 OVER MY BUDGET!! Worth it maybe?! Okok, on to the pic! ( I fell back in love with Brand New ) post

[Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 at 3:53am] twelve_o_three [ music | Fugazi - Blueprint ] I'm a little late but I had a busy 1st. As promised.... ( December 1st, 2009 ) read(2!!) ♥post

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